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It has been a longg time since I last blog. 

Just to note that it is the Covid19 pandemic now all over the world. Started roughly March 2020 till now. We had the MCO  1.0, MCO 2.0. We've seen cases as high as 15,000++ a day, down now to 4-5k a day. Most people in Malaysia have been vaccinated. To date it is about 97-98% of adults population. 

TRAVELING: 

For me, traveling and going out nowadays have been quite scary and cumbersome activities. We have to be mindful for every single thing that we touch, move around, who we contact with etc. Having heard of so many people affected by c19 can sometimes be too overwhelming. Alhamdulillah Allah is there to take care of us, must pray & doa hard each day. 

PEOPLE AROUND US:

Just a way to release some mind off onto this blog.. 

One needs to be positive on things that happens around us. Me being quite a high anxiety person can easily worry for each bad news, especially those related to health. For me, it takes high high positivity to manage that department. 

Another is on managing our relationship with people... Am talking about a person who has hurt you to such extend that it happened many2 times. A person who likes to badmouth you, whenever she gets a chance, just because she feels less superior when you are around and her own competitive nature for recognition & praises from superiors & everyone.. oh I don't know. As much as I want to forgive, it is difficult. I know it is not good, but once bitten twice shy. And it is not ONCE, it has been many times..! I just could not get how can someone be nice to almost everyone but treated you so bad as though you did something really wrong to them. For sure, yes I have done wrong by... making her feels less superior..!

As much as I want to brush away the negativity, I can still see the eyes rolling and the past events. Oh well, moving on, I'll let the time passed for I hope one day I can forgive entirely. But till then, it serves as a big lesson learnt for me to never ever forget & to always be careful for such so called 'friend'.

Ok that's all for now. Just need to vent out these feelings.. #courage #loveyourselfloveyourfamily